well 8 seasons and its over...I will truly miss one of the greatest shows ive ever seen
the final episode of scrubs "My Finale" had me in tears, especially the last part with JD viewing what his life could be
and hooch...is crazy XD
im a day or two late but I want to say happy birth to a very special squeeky rubber wolf, siege
*gives big birthday hugs*
I hope you had a wonderful birthday and have more to come *licks*
ok so after my little shout of joy to the world, scrubs will be airing season 8, January 6th at 9:00pm ET/PT on ABC.
seriously. im sooooo stoked for this, and the new chief of medicine.....omg she is cold, heartless and a total hotty XD
move orver Jordan, your number 2 now ^^
well its been raining here in AZ for the last 3 days straight and its freaking cold and wet and miserable.
been working till 12am for the last week cause my store is set that way for holiday hours, so tired, wet and cold *ugh*
im finaly seeing a light at the end of the tunnel when it comes to credit card debt. only have alittle left to pay then its only car bills *sarcastic hooray*
told someone I could not live up to there every wish (yet) which is hard for someone like me who enjoys doing what is told of me.
*looks at gift picture that was given to me at MFF* memories....the good and the bad, where does one put them? what if you can't move on? *sigh* I wish there was a better way to know things, instead of finding out later the hard way, or going off what the magic toy 8-ball says hehe
well I hope the rain stops and AZ warms up alittle XD
well its been a few days since MFF ended and im slowly getting back into the swing of things.
Post con report:
-after ariving to the airport, me, siege, and dombrus and all our gear and lugage packed into domruses very very small mazzda 3.....you ever see a bunny's face shamed up on the front windshield...well that was me all the way from O' hare to the hotel XD
-had problems meeting up with our 4th roomie, cyberwuff. who I met for the first time (great guy btw, very laid back and friendly)
-FIRE ALARM GOES OFF AND WERE STUCK IN THE FREAKING COLD.
-police, and firefighters leave and were back in our room
-naughty stuff XD (nuff said)
-Met with some people I wanted to grope for some time XD *winks at fuzzy roo and ripner)
-Met with smash..omg he is like mega awesome *arf!* hehe
-Bought wrist, ankle, and a collar from fetish zone dealer table
-got my first ever conbadge (WOOT)
-fursuit parade fallowed by bunnies only pic (a skunk sneaked in though lol)
-me and siege meet up with blotch and other cool guys and gals for a drink or 3 LOL
-more naughty play that night again hehe
-dont remeber much of the day lol
-got my art from artshow
-had a nice lunch with siege at a place called "buca di beppo" hehe he orders and lunch size and acidently gets a mega huge family size XD so we had lots of left overs
-met with fo-par and aura fox (im so sorry guys if I got your names wrong T_T) seriously fo-par is a awesome gal who hides lizzards in her room *giggles* and aura fox has such a cute personality
-went to my first ever dead dog party (the second one *wink*)
-saw a hooved fursuit in a leather straight jacket at the second dead dog party and was totally jealous lol, I realy wanted to jump into mine XD)
-I asked the bartender for his fave drink...I have it...30min later im talking with any and all furs in my field of view *embarrassed*....30min later my stomach discides to say fuck you and goes the wrong way lol... thank god i was in my bathroom when that happend
-I pass out, and later find pics of me in my stupor with others who came to our room for fun and I missed it all, and to make it worse some of the pics you can see me in the back all blacked out *MEGA EMBARRASSING* (have not had any alcohol since then)
-head back to the airport and say my tearful goodbyes
This is about as summed up as I can think. SO MUCH HAPPENED TO ME AT MFF
alot of good, some embarrassing, and some bad *sigh* but I think it was the best con ive been to so far and will for sure be going back in 2009 XD
well I think its finally happened... the past and recent impulsive choices and actions I have made have finally caught up to me
in the wake I have left my family and some others close to me in positions they did not want to be in.
impulsive actions such as wanting to join the army on a whim with little thought about who else it affects seems "like the straw the broke the camels back"
well after the smoked cleared I did not join the army but it left some people close to me in doubt about my choices and future ones...I don't blame them at all, given my track record its deserved
I can't help that after this things will never be same
sorry for my emo moment, just need to get that out